Life is good:)

I don't have a great deal to say.  Except that life is good.  I walk outside and I feel good.  I see trees waving in the wind and it just speaks to me.  I see my sons, now home for the summer, and my heart smiles.  I meet with clients, and enjoy all of it.  I date too much, and love all of it.  Is life easy?  No, not easy.  Financially difficult in fact.  But it sure feels good.  I've learned so well that things, and status, and bank account are no guarantees of happiness in this life.  I'm not engaged.  I don't have a boyfriend, per se.  But life just feels so good.

I often meet young men who are stuck in the closet.  I sometimes just hurt for them.  They are fighting a battle against something I feel like they need to stop fighting and start embracing.  I meet guys whose parents still control them, or their mind.  I literally hurt for them.

Had the joy of talking on the phone for a few hours to an old friend from an LDS ward.  He's a great guy, now a father of 2 wonderful kids, successful in career, and walking the same path as me.  He was attracted to men his whole life, and suffered a lot because of it.  In his case, like mine, it was sort of the final straw in destroying a marriage.  Funny how we were walking the same trail, and parallel and close paths, and just couldn't see it.

So there is my brief update of a good life.  Hope yours is going as well.