Dating

Dating is quite the fabulous game. Sometimes it is exciting, sometimes it drags. It has, to quote someone I know---ebb and flow. This was a week of dating for me. I had nothing else to do other than work, so why not. I had a wonderful time pretty much all the time. People are so different, so fascinating. Some have a desperate need to express themselves, others a need to be touched. Some hide difficult past experiences, others wear them proudly on their sleeves.

I found myself feeling in some ways, like I did years and years ago when I was in the hetero dating game. I guess some things just aren't all that different. The way we relate to people. The way they make us feel. The desire we all have to explore their personalities and life experiences. The different side is of course (for me) a much stronger dose of physical attraction. Looking at their hands and wanting to touch them. Looking (in one case) at gorgeous lips wishing I could kiss them.

So yes boys, I'm not exactly wasting time. Being lonely and alone doesn't really suit me. I still don't know how to reconcile my two lives, perhaps that will come with time. So if any of you go on an awesome date--tell us all about it...