Today feels awful, and I can't quite figure out why. I have that alone and depressed sentiment and I just can't shake it. The house isn't empty, I've had a lot of fun lately, but something just is hitting me a little too hard.
A friend of mine asked me by text yesterday how I'd rate my year. That was a hard question. In terms of life trauma, (with 1 being worst and 10 being best) I'd give it a 2. It was awful. In terms of career/finances, a 5. I just seemed too distracted to get anywhere. In terms of family life, maybe a 4. So hard. Ouch. In terms of personal progress and moving forward in life, an 8. Looking back through the veil of hindsight tells me I've accomplished quite a bit.
To all my blog friends--I love you. You have enriched my life so much, and I want you to know it. I got to see several of you last night, meet a couple new ones too. Your perspective has done so much for me. I'm not sure what I would have done this past year without you.
Hope you're feeling better. I'm sorry I missed you last night.
ReplyDelete. I have that alone and depressed sentiment and I just can't shake it.
ReplyDeleteI know that feeling all too well :(
I hope you are able to get out of your slump soon
You have had a tough year, in many respects.
ReplyDeleteThe math teacher in me made do it- your "average" in the way you rated the parts of your year came out just a little more than 4. I am sorry it has been tough.
Sending good and happy energy your way.
Wishing you the happiest of New years!
Please feel better. If there is anything that I can do, let me know. Hot chocolate, cake, or...babysitting...whatevs. I can help out.
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