I just haven't known what to share for awhile. No major drama's in my life, and not much progress. I continue to live with my wife who isn't a wife, just a friend. I'm still waiting to see if anything changes. I feel like I need to have some patience for now. I'm sure some of you have been there.
Church was almost pleasant today, and I didn't feel so much on the "outside" as normal. I had a great week playing with my brother and his family. We went to 7 peaks and did the waterpark thing. One of the first times in my life I could wander around shirtless and feel completely comfortable. Losing a lot of weight makes a difference. Lots of eye candy in a place like that, but you can't stop living in order to avoid it.
Last night I had a vivid dream where I was reading a book about a woman who had a conversation with God revealing to her that being Gay/Lesbian was ok with him. It was one of those dreams that wakes you up. I kept wondering if God was trying to tell me something....
I hope all of you are doing great. I have appreciated your support and guidance. You mean a lot to me.
It's so good to here from you again. I really have been worried about you. You're in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteWhat Austin said!
ReplyDeleteEye candy at public swimming establishments is a joy to behold, not to be avoided.
ReplyDeleteI hope you are well and able to see the good in you and around you, even in tough times. I think your dream was trying to say just that.