During the day, the faces go on, the smiles arrive, and the politeness resumes. The role of best friend comes back.
At night, I lie there, night after night, wondering where marriage went, and how I ended up lying next to someone that I can't really touch. I wonder why she won't touch me.
At night, communication stops. The lights go out, and no need for smiles. Roll over and go to sleep.
(repeated every night for 7 months)
At night, I lie there, night after night, wondering where marriage went, and how I ended up lying next to someone that I can't really touch. I wonder why she won't touch me.
At night, communication stops. The lights go out, and no need for smiles. Roll over and go to sleep.
(repeated every night for 7 months)
This is so painful. My heart aches for you. I don't know what to say or do.
ReplyDeleteNor do I...
ReplyDeleteThis post hits close to home. My life was the same for about a year. When I look back the only thing that helped it was time. Sucks, sorry bud.
ReplyDeleteOuch, I'm sure my wife has alluded to feeling this way in our meanderings...sorry Joe, I have no advise to share
ReplyDeletehugs,PL